have you ever been in love?

have you ever experienced pain before, during or after being in love?

if you have.. let's see if you'll agree on these...

it is painful when you are...

01. flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see

02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

03. showing that you care

04. finding a way to mend a broken heart

05. learning that you've been used by someone you truly love

06. saying "i love you" when you mean it and when you don't

07. letting go of a person you've just learned to love

08. realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted

09. realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with

10. waiting for promises you know she or he'll ever keep

11. saying your love for someone who loves somebody else

12. reminiscing the good times u shared together

13. shielding your heart to love somebody

14. trying to hide what you really feel

15. having a commitment w/ someone that you know would not last

16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes

17. sharing the one you love w/ someone else

18. loving a person too much

19. giving up someone you never thought of giving up

20. falling in love for the first time

21. loving someone you haven't seen

22. having the right love at the wrong time

23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or work

24. not being appreciated when you know you've given your best

25. taking the risk to fall in love again

26. hiding your relationship from someone else

27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. choosing between two persons whom you really love

29. finding out that you can never have the person you just let go of

30. seeing the person you love with someone else

31. learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared

32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else

33. falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again

34. learning to trust after you have been betrayed

35. accepting that it was not meant to be

36. smiling when all you want to do is cry

37. falling and knowing that it can never be

38. not being able to love the person who truly cares for you

39. saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you

40. hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him

41. falling deeply in love with each other and then afterwards finding out that he/she doesnt love you anymore

42. saying that you are over someone you still love

43. showing too much love for someone whom will eventually break your heart

44. admitting to yourself that the person who broke your heart is the only one who can mend it

45. having him/her promise you that you'll stay friends after your breakup and finding out that he's denying your friendship

46. making you decide which is more important, your family or him/her

47. being friends again and learning to let go of each other coz you both know it is better that way

48. convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are

49. having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else

50. trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be

Guys drink to forget about the girl.. Girls drink to think back about the guy.. Guys can forget, but cannot forgive.. Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.. Guys care the most about the quantity of love.. Girls care the most about the quality of love.. Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl.. Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man.. Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who care interested in her.. When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.. When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy.. Guys wish to be her first love.. And girls wish to be his last love..

is this true??? whatdya think??? :P

Hello. wala lang. flashback tau.

Last saturday, I went to my friend Pretty's house to practice our big production of Iliad. Grabe big tlga yan.. haha! but ung guys lang ung nakapractice cuz apat lang kaming gurls na nagattend. It was fun nagdipping na lang kami sa pool and nagbilliards nalang kami habang pinagtatawanan ung mga kalokohan ng guys....  then we headed to atc kasi i wanted to buy new slippers.. haha! and i was kinda expecting to see hale sa town kasi sabi ni Bartz... hmmp wala pala.. good thing i wasnt alone.. grabe when we arrived there uuber daming Monte peepz don.. aus lang.. nagikotikot nalang for clothes.. hmmp... teka lang.. feeling ko i saw luke jickain.. pero.. asaness.. kamukha lang malamang un! hmmp.

ok back to present...

putangina.

ang sakit na ng ulo ka dahil sa ateneo thingies na yan ah!!! sasabog na konti nalng.. haay nakuu..

hayun.. tinatamad na ako.. sige babay! ciao *mwah*

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stat ni dea kanina:: ang hirap noh?! di mo masabing "mahal kita"... di mo magawang alagaan siya... pero mahirap sa lahat... pag nawala na siya magsisisi ka kasi di mo man lang nasabing "oi teka lang! mahal na mahal kita!"

ouch! tama nga naman... hmmp

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stuck siya... pero appropriate naman saken eh...

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm fallin' into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm fallin' into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm fallin' into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm fallin' into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

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"Stay"

I believe
We shouldn’t let the moment pass us by
Life’s too short
We shouldn’t wait for the water to run dry

Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All I’m asking
Could it possibly be you & me?

So if you’d still go, I’ll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand
Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come
For us to go, our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today

I feel so cold
Feel so numb I’m having nightmares but I’m awake
Help me Lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away

Now that you’re gone, I’m all alone
I’m still hoping that you would come back home
Don’t care how long, but I’m willing to wait
Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you

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"Hallelujah"

Anong balita sa radio at TV
Ganun pa rin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa’y na isip ko ng umalis na lang dito
Limutan ang lahat, lumipad, lumayo

Bato bato sa langit
Tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso

Sa bawat sumpang umi-iyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha — alay ko’y dugo

May pag-asa ka kapatid. Kaibigan
Hanga’t ako’y humihinga may pag-asa pa

Hallelujah

Sinong sawa sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Hallelujah

Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me where do we begin
Well for starters from within
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah it’s a new day
Let take control if I have to take this message door to door
Save myself save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire… from the fire

Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo - kasi mahal kita
Tingnan mo pag-ibig ko’y sa iyo lamang

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Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u wen out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your text, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
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ANG LABO NYO MEN

If u smile at em, they think pa cute ka
If u dont naman, sasabihan kang suplada
if u respond to his love agad, they think yer easy to get
If it took u years to decide, sobra kang pa hard to get
If u go out with him alone, sasabihan kang liberated
Kapag may chaperon along, bad trip kse madidisturb
If u go out with another guy, tingin sa yo playgirl
Pag stick ka sa kanya, theyll proclaim yer dead na dead
If u ask him where hes been, sasabihan kang overprotective
Pag pinabayaan mo naman, they think yer fooling lang
If u let him kiss yah, he thinks yer cheap
If u refuse naman, hell go find another chick...
Girls are just humans and may mistakes den,
And we often wonder, bat ANG LABO NYO MEN?!


ANG LABO NYO DIN!

If we smile at u, ull think crush namin kayo
If u dont naman, sasabihan kang feeling gwapo
If u respond to her crush agad, they think yer taking advantage
If it took u years to notice, sobra kang manhid at torpe
If u go out with her alone, sasabihan kang boring
Kapag may barkada along, bad trip kse barkada pa rin
If u go out with another gal, tingin sa yo playboy
Pag stick ka sa kanya, theyll proclaim yer dead na dead
If u ask her where shes been, sasabihan kang possessive
Pag pinabayaan mo naman, they think yer fooling lang
If u kiss her, she thinks yer going too fast
I u dont naman, shell say ur unromantic...
Boys are just humans and may mistakes den,
And we often wonder, bat AND LABO NYO DIN?!


THE QUESTIONS

If you see me walking the road with someone else
Its not because I like his company
Its because youre not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because youre too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because youre not there to catch me fall.

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too dont know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each others path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Dont let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with
Dont let me talk of him
Its you I want to talk with
Dont let me fall for him
Its you I want to fall in love with

THE ANSWER

When you thought I wasnt brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didnt want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasnt there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance :-(

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER... gio este pio you're 12 na.. haha one year and you're officially gurang na.. lolz

haay nakuu... so many things to do and i still havent started.. anyhoo..

*friendster*

SOMETHING I CALL MAYBE

Some things are surely not meant to be
We didnt trust each other as far as I can see
Sometimes breaking up is the best thing to do
If someone's seeking for a better new

Maybe we're not really meant for each other
Maybe we're not destined to be together
Sometimes things could change
And that pisses me off, driving me insane

Though I have tried to understand you
Even did the things you want me to
It's just, it's not enough
I guess, loving you is quite tough

But through all that, after all the bullshit we've had
After all the pain you caused my life
After all the many nights I've cried
You're still one of the best things, I've ever had.

ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Lawrence Hallare ---> tomorrow July 6
Keric Jurado ---> July 7
Luigi Afable ---> July 8


BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Barbie Bobadilla ---> July 1
Heide Caparros ---> July 2

***JULY lahat yan ha! ang dami ahh!!***

    HOTNESS!!!

LUKE JICKAIN
ht 5'11" chest 38" shoulder 19.5" waist 30" hips 36" shoes 11" eyes d.brown hair black suit 48

 crush ko xa eh!!------->>